I woke up in SHOCK today as I thought I was late for paper when there was actually no paper......... My fear is to sleep blissfully through an exam and wake up to realize I can't take the paper anymore.

It seems like I'm the LAST person still taking exams among all my uni friends.. Having my LAST paper tmr and it's about "Ethics and Law"... LAW is the driest and boringest thing to study...

But it's an extremely important subject in the healthcare arena since life and death are in our hands. Heh heh. Treat me nice! Hahaha. Of course it's not something to be taken lightly, there're lots of responsibilities.

"Inexperience or being a learner is NO excuse." How true... It doesn't matter if you have just started for a day or a year, people's expectation from a nurse/doctor (or whatever professions) will be based on their general impression of how a GOOD nurse/doctor is supposed to be.

Well, doesn't everyone expect the best since it concerns our precious live... :)

The greatest nightmare/fear for any healthcare professional is to cause the death of someone either unintentionally/accidentally... It'd a guilt we have to carry throughout our entire life.

For example, administrating the wrong medication (You know how small/freakish/alienish/long the names can be) which can cause adverse  reactions -> death. Or fall -> pneumonia -> death. Or revealing the prognosis of a disease to an unprepared patient -> suicide.

Or many other freak accidents or mistakes...

It's daunting to just think about that... 

Really need to work in close partnership with God cos I can't do it on my own... It's the involvement of physical, psychological, emotional and spiritual strength.

And when I am weak, He is strong.